Heart Rating: ♥♥♥♥♥5Hearts
Reviewer: Pixie
Blurb: Thaddeus: A warrior cursed with a Blood-Rage.
Stephen: A terminally ill prince.
Reunited after nine years, Thaddeus discovers Stephen is targeted
by the Gods, but with his cursed rage, he wonders–Is he the wisest
choice to become Stephen’s protector?
Thaddeus: A warrior cursed with a Blood-Rage. Stephen: A terminally
ill prince. Separated for nine years, they are reunited again by two
warring factions of Gods and a mysterious mist of light, all of whom
have their eyes on Stephen. Knowing the dangers of his Blood-Rage,
Thaddeus must determine if he is the best choice to become Stephen’s
warrior guard. But with the Aggregate System of Gods involved, he may
not have a choice. In spite of his terminal illness, Stephen may be the
prophesied Catalyst who will bring about the downfall of the Aggregate.
In order to hold on to their reign, the Aggregate have a plan… and that
plan includes the manipulation of Thaddeus’s love for Stephen.
CONTENT ADVISORY: This title has a bittersweet ending.
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Review: Thaddeus is a warrior who has been cursed
with Blood-Rage and his dreams are leading him home; a place where his
family were slaughtered. The young prince needs him, but Thaddeus has a
fear that his Blood-Rage will do more harm than good. Stephen is a young
prince who is seriously ill and is also cursed. The only time he feels
safe is with Thaddeus, the man who saved him years before. Now, he
needs Thaddeus more than ever.
What an absolutely fantastic fantasy that is well written and leaves
you longing for more. Thaddeus has been cursed and is well known as The
Marked One, who leaves dead bodies after his Blood-Rage. Stephen is a
frail prince who has lived longer than anyone thought he would. These
two, the warrior and the prince, are pulled together by dreams and a
bond neither knew about and the gods who are manipulating them and those
around them.
This story is not a romance. It is a true fantasy that has elements
of love that is just starting to develop. Thaddeus and Stephen are our
main characters and both have their own form of anguish. Stephen,
because of his illness and Thaddeus, because of the losses in the past
and his curse. and they are both being manipulated by the Gods. We
slowly learn, as we progress through the book, of the manipulation and
the players the gods are using. and we get an idea of why the gods are
doing the manipulation, but things don’t always go to plan, as some gods
are playing two sides.
Although there is sex in this book, it is between secondary
characters that use it more for control. Although Thaddeus does have
sex, it is because of the Red Moon Day (his species mating time). There
are some nasty characters in this book who you will cheerfully want
something bad to happen to and some great characters who you want the
best for. The world building is quite good, but I can see us getting
even more in future books, so we can get a clearer picture of the game
that is in play. we get some fantastic descriptions of the surrounding
areas and we get a good idea of what Thaddeus and Stephen are being
shaped for.
Although we are given a warning that it has a bittersweet ending it
doesn’t. It has a ‘to be continued’ ending that made me want the next
book…now. I will be reading this book again when the next one is
released, just so I can say ‘ahhh’ when I open the next book. Sighing in
satisfaction, as I see how Thaddeus will rescue Stephen from the High
Dolen (some of the god’s high priest). If you want to know more, read
the book…Bwahahaha.
I recommend this to those who love fantasy, gods manipulation, human
manipulation, nasty brothers, fierce warriors, a strong bond between
prince and warrior, fantastic back stories and a brilliant ‘to be
continued’ ending.
Bromance stories discussed here. 18+ only please. Some content may not be suitable for anyone below legal age of adult. Paranormal/Sci-fi/Fantasy...
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Thursday, September 6, 2012
"The Connecting Flame" Excerpt
Blurb:
Thaddeus: A warrior cursed with a Blood-Rage. Stephen: A terminally
ill prince. Reunited after nine years, Thaddeus discovers Stephen is
targeted by the Gods, but with his cursed rage, he wonders--Is he the
wisest choice to become Stephen's protector?
REUNION...
Thaddeus
lifted his bow and placed the arrow to the string. The buck stood only twenty
feet away, grazing calmly on the leaves of some lower tree branches. It was
healthy and strong and would make for good meat. Whatever Thaddeus had left
over, he would give to a needy family. As he pulled back the string and took
aim, focusing on a clean, quick kill… until the growl of a lone predatory salar
tore through the air and sent the buck leaping away in fear.
Thaddeus
cursed in frustration. He turned to the source of the interruption and heard
the frenzied growl again, but only one thing could make a salar sound like that
before attacking… human prey.
Forgetting
the need to hunt for that evening's meal, Thaddeus gripped his bow and hurried
over the hills, darting around trees and brush. The growl had come from the
area near the Weeping Boulder. He would have to get there quickly in order to
do what he could to save the unfortunate person who had disturbed the salar's
rest. The man-eating beasts were merciless in their killings, usually clawing
the belly open and letting the scent of warm blood grip them. They would feed
upon their victim as it lay slowly dying.
As
he leapt up onto the crest of a ravine, he looked down onto the far bank of the
river… and froze in place.
There,
with his back against a huge oak tree, stood a youth, dressed in what appeared
to be the traveling clothes of nobility: a light blue tunic with a dark blue
cloak clasped at his neck. Straggly blond hair hung limply to his shoulders. His
breeches were also dark blue and his black boots reached his knees. The young
noble stood like a statue, perfectly still as a snarling salar growled and
unsheathed its fangs before him.
For
the first time in six years, Thaddeus felt his heart jump into his throat. It
was a sign of life he had not felt within since his soul had died in the Verma
camp. For his dream had come to life before his eyes. He saw the salar crouch
into position, ready to leap, and that pulled him out of his shock. He lifted
the bow and arrow and took careful aim. "Don't move!" he shouted to
the young noble.
The
sound of his voice forced the salar to growl once again. From the way the cat
crouched, the rolling muscles of its shoulders and back, it would lunge at any
second. Thaddeus aimed for the neck and let the arrow fly just as the
man-eating cat leapt into the air.
With
his Rantha strength, the arrow had enough force behind it to rip through the
golden hide and muscle, piercing the neck all the way through. Thaddeus watched
with uncertainty as he nocked another arrow to his bow, ready to let it fly if
the animal tried once more to attack, but no. The salar fell at the youth's
feet, dead.
Relieved,
Thaddeus drew in a heavy breath and let it out, releasing the excess energy
built up by what had happened. He quickly removed the arrow from his bow and stashed
it back into the quiver hanging off his back, but he could not take his eyes
from the young noble.
Was
this what his dream meant for him to do, simply to save the life of this youth?
No, there was something more to this than just felling a salar to keep a noble
youth from a violent death, and Thaddeus needed to find out exactly what.
He
started down the ravine wall. "Are you all right?" he called before
he leapt and somersaulted over the river, landing just a few feet away from the
dead animal. He turned, now able to focus clearly on the youth.
Small
in stature, but still tall enough to reach Thaddeus's shoulder, the youth
looked extremely frail and thin. In spite of his flushed face and skin, he had
a very comely face. In fact, with a healthy complexion he would be considered
beautiful. His eyes were round and the color of a clear spring sky, or would be
if not for the glassy film of illness clouding them. His strong jaw smoothed
down into a round chin. His had a small, straight nose, turned up a little at
the tip. And his lips, though full and shapely, were also pale and dry, the
symptoms of sickness clearly evident. Yet Thaddeus wondered why such a sick and
flushed youth would not be sweating. Not even a face-to-face encounter with one
of the deadliest creatures of Fuhrahl Forest had caused him to perspire.
Thaddeus
then saw the stone around the youth's neck and his heart almost stopped. He
hitched a breath as the reality of truth came at him from all around his mind. Memories,
desire, hope long forgotten; all of those things culminated within his being as
he locked eyes with the youth, uncertain he could accept, yet uncertain he
could not accept what he knew to be true.
"Stephen?"
he whispered, unable to give any more strength to his voice.
The
youth smiled at him and reached out a shaking hand. Thaddeus hurried to his
side, grasping that hand. And the second they touched, both reacted to the
physical contact. A surge of energy flowed through them from one to the other,
and Stephen clutched Thaddeus's hand with surprising strength that overwhelmed
the warrior. He had not expected such a grip from this obviously very ill young
man. He looked into those glassy blue eyes, now swimming in tears. A smile full
of tender knowing and contentment shone from Stephen's face, and Thaddeus felt
the ice around his heart start to thaw from a gentle and healing heat, which
had been far too long a stranger to him.
What
happened next was so natural and so welcomed it took a few seconds for Thaddeus
to remember the curse on the child prince he had met all those years before.
"I
knew… you'd come back."
Thaddeus
blanched. Those words had come from Stephen's own mouth.
Stephen
had spoken!
But
Thaddeus had no time to revel in such a glorious revelation. Stephen's weary
eyes rolled back into his head and his body buckled. Thaddeus caught him around
the waist and eased him down, cradling him in his arms.
"By
Enreak, what is going on?" Thaddeus wasn't sure if he had spoken the words
aloud. As he held the unconscious prince, he gazed down at the face that had
many times, since his becoming The Marked One, haunted his dreams. The veins
within the eyelids were prominent, deepening the gray coloring around the eyes.
Stephen looked so much like the child of Thaddeus's memory. He had grown taller,
of course, but the lung sickness had ravaged him without mercy.
"How
is it you are alive?" the warrior choked out, as he ran a trembling hand
over Stephen's pale and beloved face. "You have grown up, my Prince."
He
noticed the stone, now encased in gold, hanging from a leather thong around
Stephen's neck. He carefully ran his fingers over it, the smooth, oblong
surface echoing traces of memory in his mind. That day, so long in the past,
now rushed up to greet him in the present and it felt like these last nine years
had never come between them; as though Thaddeus had never lost his family to
slaughter that night, never sought to learn how to fight in order to avenge
their deaths, never met and fell in love with a member of the Swarrin race
named Terahn, and never lost that love to an act of violence sending Thaddeus
over the edge into darkness.
"Stephen,"
he whispered, his voice choking under the strain of the emotion fighting with
his reason. Stephen could not be alive, but here he was, in Thaddeus's arms. And
he had held onto the stone, onto the memory of a rebellious youth who had saved
him on that fateful day.
"Stephen,
Stephen, Stephen." Thaddeus brushed the tips of his calloused fingers over
the stone, worn by Stephen like a medal or, even still, an amulet of
protection, just as Thaddeus had told him it would be. "Stephen, is this
how you survived… by holding onto my memory, just as I have survived by holding
onto yours?"
The
tears that fell from his eyes were of joy, and for the first time in what
seemed forever, Thaddeus did not deny them. Stephen was alive! The source of
his hope, the small candle of light in his darkness, the treasure still shining
in his burned-out soul, was alive, and talking.
Unconsciously,
he pulled the youth tighter into his embrace and lowered his lips to Stephen's
ear, whispering; "Is this a dream?"
But
in a shattering second, something happened to turn the dream into a nightmare. Thaddeus
felt the chill of steel against his cheek. He heard the sound of a hard-edged
voice full of violent warning.
"Release
His Highness now, Marked One, or I will lay claim to the legend of being your
executioner."
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Friday, August 31, 2012
"Passion's Chill" (Excerpt...)
Blurb:
A FINAL REQUEST...
With his beloved Prince Stephen sentenced to be executed for treason, Thaddeus, the warrior cursed by the Gods with a Blood-Rage, must fight Stephen's accuser to the death. There is one problem: He needs the Gods' blessing to be victorious.
A FINAL REQUEST...
He walked up to the platform and examined the rings, where
Stephen's chains would be attached. The thought of his prince in such a
precarious position made Thaddeus ill. So instead, he focused on Kinarr's pain.
"You wanted to become Stephen's warrior guard."
Kinarr nodded as he sat on the edge of the platform. "Yes."
Thaddeus quietly fingered the rings, feeling their coldness,
their lack of anything symbolic other than lack of freedom. He shivered.
"I have taken your only source of comfort from you."
"No, Thaddeus. Never. In your love for Stephen, I know
he will be safe. That is comfort enough for me."
Thaddeus studied him with fondness. He sat beside his
friend, their shoulders almost touching. Kinarr was a gentle soul, full of love
for his prince and his people. He would be an honorable and trusted friend. How
far that trust would go was what Thaddeus needed to find out.
"But now you have no one to share your life. With
Stephen and me joining, with Shumway giving his affections to Pemura, it
remains to be determined—who will take care of you?"
Kinarr chuckled, but it was full of dim mirth. "You?"
Thaddeus smiled. "I will always be your friend, and
Stephen will always hold a place in his heart for you. You must know and
believe that."
"I do, Thaddeus. It is enough."
"It's never enough, Kinarr, as noble as those words
are. It is, however, very brave."
"Noble am I?" Kinarr chuckled again. "No. Brave
am I? Far from it. But… I would never dishonor either Stephen or Shumway with
my selfish desires."
Thaddeus smirked. "Hardly selfish."
"Hardly not. For this pain is about me, and what I
cannot have. I do not fault you for that, and I do not fault Shumway. I fault
myself for feeling too much. Someday such a flaw will get me killed. And for a
Rashule, there is no greater shame than to lose your focus of duty in the
blinding light of selfish passion. Therefore, I harbor my feelings like a fish
caught in a net, and I refuse to set them free. If the pain is netted, it will
at least die in its own time."
He turned to Thaddeus, expectant. "I would ask you to speak
not a word of this conversation to anyone, even to His Highness. By my honor,
Thaddeus, I would not have him pity me. When you and he are joined, I will
guard both of you as is my destiny and honored duty. I refuse to let anything
other than that direct my course."
Thaddeus absorbed these words like parched earth absorbed a
long-awaited rainfall. "Then it is right we took this walk tonight,
Kinarr. For in your heart you have shown me a man capable of such honor as to
grant Stephen and myself a final request."
Kinarr studied him carefully. "You will win tomorrow,
Thaddeus. Stephen's life depends on it."
Thaddeus smiled at Kinarr's confidence in him. He put a hand
to the back of Kinarr's neck and gave it a fond squeeze. "In case I do not
win, my friend, hear my words and heed them."
Kinarr gazed at him, and suddenly Thaddeus could see the
blood drain from the soldier's face, and he knew Kinarr understood what was
about to be asked of him. "Say it then," Kinarr choked.
Thaddeus breathed in deeply. "I would ask you to take
Stephen's life."
Kinarr shut his eyes, his mouth twisted in pain. "Thaddeus,"
he whispered.
"Make it quick," Thaddeus continued, "through
the heart. And hold him fast as you do so. I will not be able to embrace him in
death. I give you that task, as a trusted friend. Let him feel the arms of love
around him in his last moments. Do not let the Dolens receive any satisfaction
in having their guards do the deed. My final wish is for Stephen to be honored,
to be saved from the Dolens' form of death. For death by the hand of one who
loves is easier to bear than from the hand of an enemy."
Kinarr stared at him, and for a long moment he was unable to
move. Finally, he found his feet, as unsteady as they were, and stood. The look
of abhorrence on his face made Thaddeus wonder if he had placed his trust in
Kinarr too soon. "Thaddeus! I cannot believe what you are… what you ask
is…"
"Is from his heart as well as mine. We have discussed
it. It is our wish."
"Then why did he not ask me?"
"Because he wanted me to be able to trust you. Can I
trust you, Kinarr?"
Turning and stumbling, Kinarr fell to his knees and
swallowed heavily as if the weight of what was asked hit him square in the
heart. "Thaddeus," he whispered with a sob, the words struggling to
get past the choke-hold on his throat. "What you ask will be near
impossible for me."
Thaddeus knelt beside him, pulling him into an understanding
embrace. "You're the only one we can trust who has enough strength to
carry it out, Kinarr. Can you—will you do this?"
Kinarr lowered his head into one hand, his tears seeping
through his fingers. He clenched his other hand on his thigh, and a tremble of
horror and sorrow rolled through his body. Finally, he removed his hand from
his eyes, partnering it with his other.
"Yes, of course I will. Only, there will be two souls
meeting you on the wind should that happen." He looked up at Thaddeus,
silent tears streaming down his face. "No matter the Aggregate decreeing
Stephen to die, the Dolens will never allow me to escape their wrath should I
take their pleasure of killing Stephen away from them. They will throw me into
prison. And with both you and Stephen dead, my life will mean nothing to me
anymore. Once I take his life… I will then take my own."
Thaddeus shut his eyes, the weight of Kinarr's words flaying
his soul. "Kinarr…"
"Those are my terms, Thaddeus. I would do this for
Stephen because I love him as I do my own life, but I will not give the Dolens
the satisfaction of having any control over this."
Thaddeus’s own tears threatened to spill. He quickly pulled
Kinarr into his arms. "Then so be it. Let it be thus, my friend, and
Stephen's judgment in you is sound. I know that now. And I will be able to
enter the arena carrying with me a peace the Dolens would never suspect to be
housed within the Marked One's soul."
Kinarr pulled away from Thaddeus’s comforting hold, enough
so he could look deeply into the Rantha's eyes. "Stephen's love for you… it
is as true as the sun, Thaddeus. As true and as bright. His judgment is sound
to choose you for his protector."
Thaddeus pulled Kinarr back into his embrace, clutching him
tightly. "By all that is right and true, by Stephen's name… we will be
victorious tomorrow, should even death rise up to meet us."
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Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Writing Fantasy--Using Magnifying Glass to Find an Audience
Writing
a Fantasy M/M Romance series is not easy. For one thing, there's not a
huge audience for the genre', not compared to contemporary settings.
It's great if it's within Paranormal parameters, but to world build
off-world (A/U), it's another story... pun intended.
Then there's that--world building. To introduce a story line taking place in another universe is another problem, especially when there are plots and subplots and main characters and supplemental
characters. Yup. Lots going on. The prequel to my "Harp & Sword
Chronicles" will probably never be published, as it's too, too,
world-buildy. Not enough sex, and it's all about Thaddeus (especially
during the second part), and how he became the 'Marked One'. Stephen is
only a child at that time, though mature for his age, and is only seen
in the first part. The entire prequel is over 200 pages long. I'm
working on it in case someday I offer it as a free read, but there's
much to cut out due to overbearing exposition. And I have to ask myself,
will anyone really care about this part of the world-building? Can I
simply refer to stages of the prequel in future installments, such as in
exposition dumps here and there, along with sparse flashback sequences?
Much of the prequel is alluded to in "Passion's Chill", some scenes
used as one or two flashbacks, but it's a conundrum. It's a difficult
task, but... Thaddeus and Stephen's love story is deep and built on a
foundation, as well as destined to be. It took me over 10 years to where
I truly see possibilities for this series to be ongoing, almost like a
TV show, with each installment like an episode.
But, again, the
problem is finding an audience. All I can offer is an intimate
relationship between two young men who care for each other deeply, and
to have that love tested time and time again into a forged bond that
seemingly nothing can break. I'm not going to guarantee that their love
will constantly be without conflict, as they deal with abusive magicks
and divine entities who just love to toy with them, but... it will be
strong and powerful. Enough to win every time? Well, we'll see.
My greatest desire for this series is that people will give it a chance
to grow on them. I believe they will be pleasantly surprised. =D
-Hurt/Comfort Never Felt So Good-
~Myr~
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
The second book in my "Harp & Sword Chronicles" will be released September 1st. "Passion's Chill" takes up where "The Connecting Flame" left off and will have a HFN ending. I hope to come up with some advertising/contests soon, so stay tuned here or on my FB page at Myristica Onenine for upcoming details. I will be posting an excerpt on Release Day, both for TCF and for PC. My thoughts are disorganized on how to do a Blog party so I'll be working on seeing what I can do to get that going soon as well.
Until then, I hope that Fantasy, Hurt/Comfort in a M/M Romance is your choice of reading material. If so, then Thaddeus and Stephen deliver on all counts! =D
You can purchase both books here:
Or, "The Connecting Flame" is on Kindle here:
Or on Nook here:
Enjoy!
Blessed Be!
~Myr~
Sunday, April 29, 2012
New Author Page at Amazon.com
http://www.amazon.com/-/e/B007Y8SJKO
More to follow as I get set up. =D
http://www.amazon.com/-/e/B007Y8SJKO
More to follow as I get set up. =D
Saturday, April 28, 2012
"THE CONNECTING FLAME" ON KINDLE!!!
http://www.amazon.com/Connecting-Flame-Sword-Chronicles-ebook/dp/B007X7EIB0/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1335621718&sr=1-1
HURT/COMFORT NEVER FELT SO GOOD! (Read it for yourself and see what I mean. ;D)
http://www.amazon.com/Connecting-Flame-Sword-Chronicles-ebook/dp/B007X7EIB0/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1335621718&sr=1-1
HURT/COMFORT NEVER FELT SO GOOD! (Read it for yourself and see what I mean. ;D)
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